I often wonder how I can be so thankful and happy with my life, yet sometimes feel so overwhelmed... I've realized today that "it's a normal" feeling. I think it comes from the fact that I like to be in control all the time... I have to have a plan, be able to make an impact on what's happening in the lives of my husband and kiddos. I just love love love them all to pieces and I want their worlds to be fabulous. I want them to be God loving, Jesus following, confident, fulfilled, peaceful, energetic, funny, smart, athletic, sympathetic, productive little people so they can grow to be the same kind of big people! :) I will continue to do my best as a momma... And let God take care of the rest... :) I always feel like it's such a scary feeling to let go of my control... However, maybe it's not about letting go of my control, but instead to continue my work as mom... and then "let it go"... No worries about what might or might not happen. Instead I will *take action* *pray* and then *step back and let God take care of the rest*...
Hmmm... Let's see how I do! :)
Monday, March 14, 2011
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